feel like irresponsible manager.... ;_;

today is the worst day in my week....
how could my mom do this to me?

i'm suppose to go to 3 today. its just mai and i.
mai offered to teach me 'believe' and then i accepted.

and i fixed that schedule in my journal.

then, i tell my mom about this and said that i have no money in my pocket.

really... its empty FOR GOD SAKE!!!

my mom just nodded once.

and you know what????
when i already to go, my mom said HER POCKET are empty too and ask me to stay home.

WHAT THE HELL ARE GOING ON??

SHE JUST TELL ME THAT HER DAMN POCKET ARE EMPTY

AND BEFORE THAT SHE JUST NODDED TO ME!

why didnt she tell me already???

and then we argued for a loong time before i decided to call mai...

fortunately me, mai still on her house. but already to go too...

and i canceled the schedule...
and apologize to, of course....

and the worst THING are my mom is MAD to me and thrown some money to MY FACE!!!
and look, she said to me before, that HER STUPID POCKET ARE EMPTY!!!
and for GOD SAKE!! its me who deserved to get MAD! not her!!!

and worse....
i canceled the schedule already..

DUHHH!!!!



really pissed me off...

i feel like irresponsible manager... for this time...

all the time..
i'm always think about how to become good manager for you all...
and now i'm messed it up.

i'm really really sorry..
i really am...
i dont wanna dissapoint you all..
i wanna be a good manager ever...
but today...
i think its my fault...
gomen ne, minna... espedially mai...