halooo, alyaaa... apa kabar kamu di sana? aku kangeeen banget sama kamu.
tau nggak, aku kemaren sempat ol Ro zeus high rate dan berharap aku bakal ketemu seorang baby priest pink lucu dan imut yang nyambut aku dengan ucapan "cc ruchiii~! dongengiin!!".
tapi yah... hahaha itu gak mungkin kan? kamu udah tenang di alam sana...
pas tau kamu pergi... aku shock..
aku butuh waktu beberapa hari buat sadar kalo kamu udah pergi...
beberapa hari setelah kamu pergi... aku baru ngerasa SANGAT kehilangan... SANGAT merasa bersalah... dan aku sempet nangis waktu itu. depan sasa. disekolah pula. inget sasa? hehehe..
kata sasa... kalo aku nangisin kamu terus, nanti kamu gak tenang... nanti kamu sedih di tangisin terus... dan aku sadar, iya juga ya... kasihan kamu kalo aku tangisin terus. haha.
aku minta maaf...
aku inget... kamu pernah add fb ku..
dan entahlah.. aku bingung kenapa dulu aku ignore fb kamu.. aku gak aprove...
itu bikin aku nyesel setengah mati... sampai sekarang pun begitu.
maaf ya... aku harap dengan begini aku bisa tenang... dan semoga Allah sampaikan permintaan maaf dari aku buat kamu ini..
oh iya... kemaren aku wed di Ro zeus low... terus langsung ngadop anak...
aku tanya... "kamu mau jadi baby apa?" ke dia. dan dia bilang "aku pengen jadi baby priest!!!"
baby priest.... char kamu, kan?
inget dulu gak, al..? pertama kali kamu maksa2 aku buat ngedongeng di tengah izulde... di tontonin semua orang...
cerita pertama...
dulu... ada ayam yang bersahabat dengan seekor elang... mereka kemana-mana selalu bersama. sahabat tidak terpisahkan...
suatu hari, ayam bertanya kepada elang, mengapa dia bisa terbang.. elang membisikkan rahasianya... "ini berkat jarum emas yang aku terima secara turun temurun dari kakekku kawan..!" ujar elang bangga.
ayam tertarik dan ingin meminjam jarum emas itu... elang ragu2, tetapi akhirnya elang meminjamkan jarum itu pada sahabatnya....
inget cerita ituu? aku pengen ceritain itu lagi.. tapi khusus buat kamu. hahaa... gak mungkin ya..?
aku gak bisa minta sama Allah untuk ngulang atau ngembaliin waktu kamu... waktu kita...
tapi aku bisa berdoa sama Allah untuk ngejaga kamu agar selalu tenang dan bahagia di sana...
aamiin...
selamat tinggal al... semoga kamu dapet tempat terbaik di sisiNya.. sampai ketemu lagi di sana. kalau Allah mengizinkan... bye, al...
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Senin, 23 Mei 2011
Sabtu, 31 Juli 2010
Our memories.....
sedikit memalukan isinya.
bagi yang ga suka lovey-dovey story, jangan buka lebih jauh.
serius! :(
isinya beneran deh. bikin muntah *kalo buat gw bikin nangis*
jadiii~~ beneraaan!! kalo ga suka jangan bukaa!!
liat judulnya udah cheesy begitu....
oke2??
gw juga malu sendiri nulis ini.....
kayaknya bakal banyak bahasa inggrisnya.
*kalo pake indonesia, aneh :(*
postingan ini buat dia.
setelah ini...
gw akan (mencoba) ikhlas....
i dont know how to start it....
but i will (re)tell u you our memory...
dulu kita ketemu secara ga sengaja.
lo bilang "smp ya? wah gw udah kuliah."
di hari itu gw sadar akan suatu hal.
umur bukan segalanya.
lo ga pernah anggep gw anak kecil saat itu.
perlakuan lo ke gw sama kayak perlakuan lo ke yang lain.
bahkan di saat adik lo ngeremehin gw, lo bela gw.
dan entah kapan dimulainya perasaan itu...
and when the rain fell really hard...
you confessed it to me.
in the shelter, in the middle of forest.
you said that we are lost. I trusted you and began to panicked.
"don't be panic" u said "I'll always beside you..." you patted my head
and, once more... i trusted you...
silent for a while...
and then you said something.
just a simple statement.
"hmmm... i think i like you."
shoot... i'm blushed hard.
just let out a small muttering sound 'me too..'
and you smiled. the sweetest smile i ever seen from you.
"come on~ i lead you the way." you pulled my hand.
"eh? you said you didn't know the way!!" I'm pouted.
an you just grinned.
"so, it made us a couple, then?"
you ask me.
i look at your now blushed face, and just nod. you just grin again.
we did many things together.
we had fun together.
you always tried to meet me when I'm free..
ofc, when you're free too. :)
you're the best boyfriend ever, and you know it.
YOU were proud of it. :))
you bought me coffee every week. "i know you love them better than love me." you stated with a pout. and I just laughed.
you always text-ed me "good nite, dream about me. ^^"
or in the morning "good morning dear... have a nice day. don't think much about me! or you will not focus in your school. study well~ "
such as sweet words *roll-my-eyes*
but its you. ^^
and then something weird happen.
really.
its dangerous for you. and then its dangerous for both of us.
it's when 'he' started to terror me. with text.
and then 'he' confessed to me. and threathened me.
"something bad will happen if you dont accept me. I'm serius"
but i had you already. and i can't accept him!
I... i cant do such a thing. betray you....
I'm really in love with you.
it's like hell for me. I'm scared...
and at first you said "let him be. he wont do anything or hurt me or something...." you smiled.
the smile confident that can make me trust you.
and yeah...
I trusted you...
and then. it's really become worst.
he started to hurt you.
when that happened, you always assured me that nothing wont be worst than those threated condition. you said that you'll be allright
"i'll be survive. let him see how strong i am...".
you throw that confident smile again.
and... i trusted you. as always.
and then the car crash....
with me inside your car.
after 'him' texted you that day. he said "you dont believe that i can do something worst than those?? if you really love her, you wont let her hurt, will you?"
I just got a small bruised in my arm. you too.
and thats the first time i saw a fear in your face.
"it'll bad... it can be worst...."
your trembled voice shivered down my spine..
you took my hand and looked at my eyes... "i cant protect you... i'm failed..."
i'm speechless.. i know its the end....
"sorry..." he said "its... over now... i cant protect you. i'm failed... i cant see him hurting you like this..." and its the first time tears rolled down your cheek..
you repeated that word
sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry...
I didn't cried at the time. i dont know what to do. i just stay still... watched those tears rolled down your cheek.
i just said "I will never forget you. promise."
and its when you smiled again...
"me too.... bye..."
....
3,5 years has passed...
as i promised, i never forget you.
just then i meet you again.
in the supermarket, you stood there. watching me.
i'm blinked. shocked.
and you greet me. like our first time meeting. "hi. senior highschool student, aren't you?I'm worked now..."
you smirked.
i just give him a faint smile.
"nice to meet you again" i felt my heart ache.
you just nodded. "it had been a while...."
yeah. a while... which i feel like a century.
"how's live? still single?" i asked you. with some hope in my last question.
you didn't say anything for a moment and look straight to my eyes "actually..... i'm going to married soon...."
i'm frozed. what?
you know i'm shocked and said a fake-cheerful statement "hey! i'm 24 now! what are you expected?"
"uh... yeah. i'm forgot that you're 8 years older than me"
and you blurted out.
"on september. jakarta. 25th. will you come?"
my world going to explode.
i'm shooked my head. "i can't. had been busy lately."
you smile again, the smile that i can't forget forever.
"what a pity..." you said.
i just nodded "yeah..." i wishpered.
"uh... i have to go now.... my mom call me already...." you checked your hand phone.
"wait." i said. "its my blog. open it when you are free..." i wrote my blog address in your phone.
"okay... take care then.... study well~" you pat my head.
felt familiar with that statement....
and you gone... forever...
and few days ago, i post 'koe' lyric, ne?
its for you...
Kaze no machi ni tatazunda mama furimukeba mou hi wa ochite kieteta
hajimaru shizukana yoru wo hitori de mite ita
kimi to itsumo machiawaseta basho wo sakete mada toomawari
machi no akari ga kagayaku tabi ni mata boku wa tachidomaru
[Standing still on a windy town. When I turn around, the sun is already setting.
Looking alone at the night that begins to become silent.
Avoiding the place we always meet, even taking detours.
Each time the town's lamp lights on, it makes me stop.]
murini waratte wasureta furishite mo kimi wo zutto wasurenai
[I laugh forcibly and pretending I've already forgot. I will never forget you.]
thats it..
hope you'll happy ever after... with the luckiest woman in this earth...
ups... one thing.
i still love you. ^^
bagi yang ga suka lovey-dovey story, jangan buka lebih jauh.
serius! :(
isinya beneran deh. bikin muntah *kalo buat gw bikin nangis*
jadiii~~ beneraaan!! kalo ga suka jangan bukaa!!
liat judulnya udah cheesy begitu....
oke2??
gw juga malu sendiri nulis ini.....
kayaknya bakal banyak bahasa inggrisnya.
*kalo pake indonesia, aneh :(*
postingan ini buat dia.
setelah ini...
gw akan (mencoba) ikhlas....
i dont know how to start it....
but i will (re)tell u you our memory...
dulu kita ketemu secara ga sengaja.
lo bilang "smp ya? wah gw udah kuliah."
di hari itu gw sadar akan suatu hal.
umur bukan segalanya.
lo ga pernah anggep gw anak kecil saat itu.
perlakuan lo ke gw sama kayak perlakuan lo ke yang lain.
bahkan di saat adik lo ngeremehin gw, lo bela gw.
dan entah kapan dimulainya perasaan itu...
and when the rain fell really hard...
you confessed it to me.
in the shelter, in the middle of forest.
you said that we are lost. I trusted you and began to panicked.
"don't be panic" u said "I'll always beside you..." you patted my head
and, once more... i trusted you...
silent for a while...
and then you said something.
just a simple statement.
"hmmm... i think i like you."
shoot... i'm blushed hard.
just let out a small muttering sound 'me too..'
and you smiled. the sweetest smile i ever seen from you.
"come on~ i lead you the way." you pulled my hand.
"eh? you said you didn't know the way!!" I'm pouted.
an you just grinned.
"so, it made us a couple, then?"
you ask me.
i look at your now blushed face, and just nod. you just grin again.
we did many things together.
we had fun together.
you always tried to meet me when I'm free..
ofc, when you're free too. :)
you're the best boyfriend ever, and you know it.
YOU were proud of it. :))
you bought me coffee every week. "i know you love them better than love me." you stated with a pout. and I just laughed.
you always text-ed me "good nite, dream about me. ^^"
or in the morning "good morning dear... have a nice day. don't think much about me! or you will not focus in your school. study well~ "
such as sweet words *roll-my-eyes*
but its you. ^^
and then something weird happen.
really.
its dangerous for you. and then its dangerous for both of us.
it's when 'he' started to terror me. with text.
and then 'he' confessed to me. and threathened me.
"something bad will happen if you dont accept me. I'm serius"
but i had you already. and i can't accept him!
I... i cant do such a thing. betray you....
I'm really in love with you.
it's like hell for me. I'm scared...
and at first you said "let him be. he wont do anything or hurt me or something...." you smiled.
the smile confident that can make me trust you.
and yeah...
I trusted you...
and then. it's really become worst.
he started to hurt you.
when that happened, you always assured me that nothing wont be worst than those threated condition. you said that you'll be allright
"i'll be survive. let him see how strong i am...".
you throw that confident smile again.
and... i trusted you. as always.
and then the car crash....
with me inside your car.
after 'him' texted you that day. he said "you dont believe that i can do something worst than those?? if you really love her, you wont let her hurt, will you?"
I just got a small bruised in my arm. you too.
and thats the first time i saw a fear in your face.
"it'll bad... it can be worst...."
your trembled voice shivered down my spine..
you took my hand and looked at my eyes... "i cant protect you... i'm failed..."
i'm speechless.. i know its the end....
"sorry..." he said "its... over now... i cant protect you. i'm failed... i cant see him hurting you like this..." and its the first time tears rolled down your cheek..
you repeated that word
sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry...
I didn't cried at the time. i dont know what to do. i just stay still... watched those tears rolled down your cheek.
i just said "I will never forget you. promise."
and its when you smiled again...
"me too.... bye..."
....
3,5 years has passed...
as i promised, i never forget you.
just then i meet you again.
in the supermarket, you stood there. watching me.
i'm blinked. shocked.
and you greet me. like our first time meeting. "hi. senior highschool student, aren't you?I'm worked now..."
you smirked.
i just give him a faint smile.
"nice to meet you again" i felt my heart ache.
you just nodded. "it had been a while...."
yeah. a while... which i feel like a century.
"how's live? still single?" i asked you. with some hope in my last question.
you didn't say anything for a moment and look straight to my eyes "actually..... i'm going to married soon...."
i'm frozed. what?
you know i'm shocked and said a fake-cheerful statement "hey! i'm 24 now! what are you expected?"
"uh... yeah. i'm forgot that you're 8 years older than me"
and you blurted out.
"on september. jakarta. 25th. will you come?"
my world going to explode.
i'm shooked my head. "i can't. had been busy lately."
you smile again, the smile that i can't forget forever.
"what a pity..." you said.
i just nodded "yeah..." i wishpered.
"uh... i have to go now.... my mom call me already...." you checked your hand phone.
"wait." i said. "its my blog. open it when you are free..." i wrote my blog address in your phone.
"okay... take care then.... study well~" you pat my head.
felt familiar with that statement....
and you gone... forever...
and few days ago, i post 'koe' lyric, ne?
its for you...
Kaze no machi ni tatazunda mama furimukeba mou hi wa ochite kieteta
hajimaru shizukana yoru wo hitori de mite ita
kimi to itsumo machiawaseta basho wo sakete mada toomawari
machi no akari ga kagayaku tabi ni mata boku wa tachidomaru
[Standing still on a windy town. When I turn around, the sun is already setting.
Looking alone at the night that begins to become silent.
Avoiding the place we always meet, even taking detours.
Each time the town's lamp lights on, it makes me stop.]
murini waratte wasureta furishite mo kimi wo zutto wasurenai
[I laugh forcibly and pretending I've already forgot. I will never forget you.]
thats it..
hope you'll happy ever after... with the luckiest woman in this earth...
ups... one thing.
i still love you. ^^
Rabu, 21 Juli 2010
Sakit itu ga enak.... T^T
minggu2 kemaren....
gw nyemangatin banyak orang lewat ym.
"ayo! jangan ampe sakit!! tar ga bisa belajar di sekolah!!" buat orang2 yang suka belajar kayak rae.
lalu orang itupun istirahat.
"jangan terlalu cape! tar ga bisa kerja loh!!" buat orang2 yang work-addicted. kayak rhein. lalu orang itu pun istirahat bentar.
"sana istirahaat!! jangan kebanyakan nulis!! tar kalo sampe sakit, inspirasi ga bisa keluar!!" buat orang2 penulis fanfic. kayak fara. lalu orang itu pun berhenti nulis untuk istirahat.
atoo.. buat orang yang spesifik. kayak sasa..
"Sasa jangan sakiiit!!Istirahat sekarang~!"
kalimat yang gw lontarkan waktu dia kena 'banjir' sampe demam.
lalu *kayaknya* sasapun istirahat.
lah sekarang??
MALAH GW YANG SAKIT??
apa-apaan lah....
kemaren gw sakit punggung. pagi2 sih cuma sakit biasa.
gw membatin "oh gara2 kemaren terlalu lama ngerjain pr nya..."
siangan dikit. kok lemes??
lalu gw agak aneh "mungkin gara2 ga insom tapi di paksain tidur malem"
lalu... sakit punggungnya tambah parah. di sentuh dikit langsung linu.
baru gw mikir "HEH?? KENAPA INI???"
panik. kata2 yang keluar pun "kayaknya besok gw ga akan masuk..."
*pasrah*
gw telp ibu gw minta jemput.
di jalan kena marah "makanya jangan chatting melulu!!"
dia ga tau gw lagi ngerjain tugas, taunya gw depan komp... *geleng2*
protes? jelas.
yang ada gw tambah di marahin. huh.. kayak yang lupaa gitu anaknya sekolah di tb
TB = Taruna Bakti = Tugas Banyak
oke.
nyampe ke rumah. tidur setengah jam. bangun.inget.
wah budaya sunda ada pr bikin biantara....
hal yang pertama di lakukan. berusaha bangun dari tempat tidur.
geser kaki..
huaaahh!!!! LINUUU!!!!
berusaha lagi.
oke berhasil.
berusaha berdiri.
Kluk. GUBRAK!!!
jatoh.
HEEEE????
*bingung*
bangun. duduk. mikir.
FLU TULANG???
HIEEEEKK??? *ktakutan*
yaa, gw punya trauma ama flu tulang. 3 minggu ga bisa bangun dari tempat tidur.
ga bisa gerak karena linu.
masalahnya, dulu gw masi sd. dan sekarang gw udah SMA.
di TARUNA BAKTI.
ga masuk lama = disaster.
ibu gw dateng
ibu: ada apa dek??
gw: ngg.... jatoh. ga bisa bangun dari tempat tidur.
ibu: makanya jangan chat terus!!!
gw: ..... terserah deh *menambahkan dengan suara micro*
ibu: yaudah! besok ga usah sekolah!
gw: .......... *speechless*
akhirnya hari ini gw ga masuk skolah.
ketinggalan 1 kuis B Indonesia yang ga bisa susulan, beberapa lembar catatan, dan pelajaran akun yang penting itu...
haa.... dan sekarang harus belajar, karena besok ada kuis sosio...
*fainted
gw nyemangatin banyak orang lewat ym.
"ayo! jangan ampe sakit!! tar ga bisa belajar di sekolah!!" buat orang2 yang suka belajar kayak rae.
lalu orang itupun istirahat.
"jangan terlalu cape! tar ga bisa kerja loh!!" buat orang2 yang work-addicted. kayak rhein. lalu orang itu pun istirahat bentar.
"sana istirahaat!! jangan kebanyakan nulis!! tar kalo sampe sakit, inspirasi ga bisa keluar!!" buat orang2 penulis fanfic. kayak fara. lalu orang itu pun berhenti nulis untuk istirahat.
atoo.. buat orang yang spesifik. kayak sasa..
"Sasa jangan sakiiit!!Istirahat sekarang~!"
kalimat yang gw lontarkan waktu dia kena 'banjir' sampe demam.
lalu *kayaknya* sasapun istirahat.
lah sekarang??
MALAH GW YANG SAKIT??
apa-apaan lah....
kemaren gw sakit punggung. pagi2 sih cuma sakit biasa.
gw membatin "oh gara2 kemaren terlalu lama ngerjain pr nya..."
siangan dikit. kok lemes??
lalu gw agak aneh "mungkin gara2 ga insom tapi di paksain tidur malem"
lalu... sakit punggungnya tambah parah. di sentuh dikit langsung linu.
baru gw mikir "HEH?? KENAPA INI???"
panik. kata2 yang keluar pun "kayaknya besok gw ga akan masuk..."
*pasrah*
gw telp ibu gw minta jemput.
di jalan kena marah "makanya jangan chatting melulu!!"
dia ga tau gw lagi ngerjain tugas, taunya gw depan komp... *geleng2*
protes? jelas.
yang ada gw tambah di marahin. huh.. kayak yang lupaa gitu anaknya sekolah di tb
TB = Taruna Bakti = Tugas Banyak
oke.
nyampe ke rumah. tidur setengah jam. bangun.inget.
wah budaya sunda ada pr bikin biantara....
hal yang pertama di lakukan. berusaha bangun dari tempat tidur.
geser kaki..
huaaahh!!!! LINUUU!!!!
berusaha lagi.
oke berhasil.
berusaha berdiri.
Kluk. GUBRAK!!!
jatoh.
HEEEE????
*bingung*
bangun. duduk. mikir.
FLU TULANG???
HIEEEEKK??? *ktakutan*
yaa, gw punya trauma ama flu tulang. 3 minggu ga bisa bangun dari tempat tidur.
ga bisa gerak karena linu.
masalahnya, dulu gw masi sd. dan sekarang gw udah SMA.
di TARUNA BAKTI.
ga masuk lama = disaster.
ibu gw dateng
ibu: ada apa dek??
gw: ngg.... jatoh. ga bisa bangun dari tempat tidur.
ibu: makanya jangan chat terus!!!
gw: ..... terserah deh *menambahkan dengan suara micro*
ibu: yaudah! besok ga usah sekolah!
gw: .......... *speechless*
akhirnya hari ini gw ga masuk skolah.
ketinggalan 1 kuis B Indonesia yang ga bisa susulan, beberapa lembar catatan, dan pelajaran akun yang penting itu...
haa.... dan sekarang harus belajar, karena besok ada kuis sosio...
*fainted
Jumat, 02 April 2010
and now, little story of my daily life...
ahhh, blog ku tercintaaahh~!
udah lama bgt kek nya ngga curhat2 disini *orang kerja gw maen meme terus2 an...*
and today, unexpected thing happened...
sebenernya, gw mao blogging tadi pagi (dengan topik yang berbeda) tapi gw dikejutkan ama stu berita yang bikin gw freezed...
ibu gw bawa berita...
bahwa...
ponakan gw (ponakan gw dari kaka sepupu gw) yang kemaren (sekitar 2 minggu lalu) lahir premature, meninggal...
yaoloohh... gw sebagai tante nya (sebenernya gw menolak dipanggil tante begini) kaget bgt dan shock!! ditambah, gw belon sempet nengokin ponakan gw itu....
langsung deh, kita sekeluarga gebrag gebrug siap2.
dan berangkat menuju tkp
sampe disana ternyata...
PONAKAN GW IDUP LAGI!! BERNAFAS LAGI~!! YAOLOOHH ALHAMDULILLAH~!!
seneng bgt.
tapi.. pas gw masuk ke kamar sang bayi... gw ngeliat sesuatu yang aneh...
ada seseorang *orang??* duduk di atas kasur. deket banget ama sang bayi kecil mungil itu.
gw shock. tapi karena gw takut orang2 panik jadi gw diem.
dan sorenya hal yang sama terjadi lagi...
ponakan gw berhenti nafas.
ternyata mahluk itu penyebabnya! karena aura nya ngga enak, maka....
dan bokap gw 'usir' tuh mahluk dan ponakan gw yang manis itu nafas lagi, yay~!!
my father save the day~!! XDD
udah lama bgt kek nya ngga curhat2 disini *orang kerja gw maen meme terus2 an...*
and today, unexpected thing happened...
sebenernya, gw mao blogging tadi pagi (dengan topik yang berbeda) tapi gw dikejutkan ama stu berita yang bikin gw freezed...
ibu gw bawa berita...
bahwa...
ponakan gw (ponakan gw dari kaka sepupu gw) yang kemaren (sekitar 2 minggu lalu) lahir premature, meninggal...
yaoloohh... gw sebagai tante nya (sebenernya gw menolak dipanggil tante begini) kaget bgt dan shock!! ditambah, gw belon sempet nengokin ponakan gw itu....
langsung deh, kita sekeluarga gebrag gebrug siap2.
dan berangkat menuju tkp
sampe disana ternyata...
PONAKAN GW IDUP LAGI!! BERNAFAS LAGI~!! YAOLOOHH ALHAMDULILLAH~!!
seneng bgt.
tapi.. pas gw masuk ke kamar sang bayi... gw ngeliat sesuatu yang aneh...
ada seseorang *orang??* duduk di atas kasur. deket banget ama sang bayi kecil mungil itu.
gw shock. tapi karena gw takut orang2 panik jadi gw diem.
dan sorenya hal yang sama terjadi lagi...
ponakan gw berhenti nafas.
ternyata mahluk itu penyebabnya! karena aura nya ngga enak, maka....
dan bokap gw 'usir' tuh mahluk dan ponakan gw yang manis itu nafas lagi, yay~!!
my father save the day~!! XDD
Jumat, 26 Maret 2010
feel like irresponsible manager.... ;_;
today is the worst day in my week....
how could my mom do this to me?
i'm suppose to go to 3 today. its just mai and i.
mai offered to teach me 'believe' and then i accepted.
and i fixed that schedule in my journal.
then, i tell my mom about this and said that i have no money in my pocket.
really... its empty FOR GOD SAKE!!!
my mom just nodded once.
and you know what????
when i already to go, my mom said HER POCKET are empty too and ask me to stay home.
WHAT THE HELL ARE GOING ON??
SHE JUST TELL ME THAT HER DAMN POCKET ARE EMPTY
AND BEFORE THAT SHE JUST NODDED TO ME!
why didnt she tell me already???
and then we argued for a loong time before i decided to call mai...
fortunately me, mai still on her house. but already to go too...
and i canceled the schedule...
and apologize to, of course....
and the worst THING are my mom is MAD to me and thrown some money to MY FACE!!!
and look, she said to me before, that HER STUPID POCKET ARE EMPTY!!!
and for GOD SAKE!! its me who deserved to get MAD! not her!!!
and worse....
i canceled the schedule already..
DUHHH!!!!
really pissed me off...
i feel like irresponsible manager... for this time...
all the time..
i'm always think about how to become good manager for you all...
and now i'm messed it up.
i'm really really sorry..
i really am...
i dont wanna dissapoint you all..
i wanna be a good manager ever...
but today...
i think its my fault...
gomen ne, minna... espedially mai...
how could my mom do this to me?
i'm suppose to go to 3 today. its just mai and i.
mai offered to teach me 'believe' and then i accepted.
and i fixed that schedule in my journal.
then, i tell my mom about this and said that i have no money in my pocket.
really... its empty FOR GOD SAKE!!!
my mom just nodded once.
and you know what????
when i already to go, my mom said HER POCKET are empty too and ask me to stay home.
WHAT THE HELL ARE GOING ON??
SHE JUST TELL ME THAT HER DAMN POCKET ARE EMPTY
AND BEFORE THAT SHE JUST NODDED TO ME!
why didnt she tell me already???
and then we argued for a loong time before i decided to call mai...
fortunately me, mai still on her house. but already to go too...
and i canceled the schedule...
and apologize to, of course....
and the worst THING are my mom is MAD to me and thrown some money to MY FACE!!!
and look, she said to me before, that HER STUPID POCKET ARE EMPTY!!!
and for GOD SAKE!! its me who deserved to get MAD! not her!!!
and worse....
i canceled the schedule already..
DUHHH!!!!
really pissed me off...
i feel like irresponsible manager... for this time...
all the time..
i'm always think about how to become good manager for you all...
and now i'm messed it up.
i'm really really sorry..
i really am...
i dont wanna dissapoint you all..
i wanna be a good manager ever...
but today...
i think its my fault...
gomen ne, minna... espedially mai...
Rabu, 24 Februari 2010
my-DoS-mode:ON!!!
hari ini banyaaakk bgt kejadian..
tapi kayaknya gw bakal nulis lebih dari 1 entri hari ini...
nah sekarang gw mau cerita 1 topik yang agak bikin gempar hari ini di kelas gw...
hari ini..
gw..
MARAH!!!
iya, marah... marah di kelas. gw menunjukkan sisi ASLI seorang ruchii selama beberapa detik.
dan selama beberapa detik ini satu kelas HENING semua...
gara2 nya? iya... gara2 nya buah duku... -__-
eh.. ngga juga deng... emang lagi agak kesel dari pagi gw nya...
pertama..
gw kesel gara2 di sekolah lagi ngga bener sistemnya... jadi kelas 12 lagi ngadain Pra-UN gitu...
terus, gara2 pra-Un itu... sistem kelas jadi ngga bener... nyari kelas gw aja susaaaaahh bener..
makanya gw kesel...
kedua...
kelas 2 giliran libur hari ini...orang pertama yang ngga pengen gw temui hari ini,yang seharusnya emang libur (dan percayalah kawan, orangnya MENAKUTKAN SEKALI.nyebelin juga sih, yah katakanlah 70% nakutin dan 30%nyebelin) karena dia kelas 2, HARI INI MASUK DAN SENGAJA KE KELAS GW BUAT NEMUIN GW... oh god2... tuh orang perusak mood...
ketiga...
gw sekelompok ama 2 orang laennya di lab biologi..
2 orang itu ngga ada yang bener lah...
yang satu ce yang satu co..
yang ce PEMALES bgt.
bentar2.. "lut2 ambilin mikroskop!" ato "lut2 preparatnya ambil dooong!!!gimana sih! kerja yang bener dong!" ato "lutiiiii~~!!!! lembar kerjanya belom di ambil!! ita kerja pake apa?? pake tisu??"
ANJRIIITTT ANNOYING ABISSS!!! cerewet abis!! padahal sendirinya diem aja! lo kira lo tuan putri haaah, jerman edaannn??? *sori buat temen2 gw yang orang jerman, rudolvasco ama jeremy... dia turunan jerman sih*
yang co dijulukin 'iklan kelas'...
gimana ga IKLAN??
bayangin... jam 1-2 masuk... jam 3-4 menghilang
sampe akhir pelajaran ga muncul2 lagi...
ato... jam 1-2 ngga muncul... selesei istirahat pertama muncul 1 jam. moving class, ilang aja. ngga muncul2 lagi.
SAPIIII!!!! BIKIN TUGAS GW MAKIN BERAT AJA LO MONYONG!!!!
nah... puncaknya...
gw udah nahan ke BT an gw dari jam setengah 7 ampe selesai pelajaran matematik yang bikin suntuk setengah idup....
anak2 SIALAN kelas gw *yang co nya, soalnya yang ce cuma beberapa yang BRENGSEK, kalo co SEMUANYA* maen BASEBALL dalem KELAS, pake buah DUKU!!! GEMBEL ABIS!!!
oi sadar oii.. tarbak nih. malu2in lo semua...
dan parahnya lagi, buah DUKU nya kena GW!! pas bgt di punggung bawah leher OOOIII BAHAYA TAUUUU!!! SAPI!!!! *dari tadi gw nyalahin sapi mulu... kasian tuh sapi...*
dan gw marah...
otak gw tiba2 tereak keras bgt sampe telinga gw berdengung ngga jelas "AMBIL BARANG PALING KERAS DAN PALING BERAT DI SEKITAR LO!! APA AJA!!! LEMPARIN KE MUKANYA!!!!"
akhirnya, setengah sadar dan hanya selang se per beberapa detik, tanpa berbalik dulu ke muka siapapun yang berani2nya lempar duku ke gw, gw ngambil tempat pensil gw dan ngelemparin ke seseorang yang gw anggep pelakunya...*untungnya bener, kalo salah mampus gw*
pas bgt kena MUKANYA
dan setelah itu dia baru minta maaf. sebelonnya mau ketawa, tapi udah keburu gw sambit pake tempat pensil gw *yang beratnya amit2 utk ukuran tempat pensil*.
dan setlah itu gw ngga sempet menikmati kemenangan gw lebih lanjut karena guru * guru PKN yang menurut gw orang paling SIALAN di TB* udah keburu masuk kelas.
jadi yaaahh begitulah akhir dari kemarahan gw.. udah beres gitu... gw masih sempet2 nya menikmati pandangan takut dari orang2 yang gw benci... PERFECTLY DoS MODE!!! XD
tapi kayaknya gw bakal nulis lebih dari 1 entri hari ini...
nah sekarang gw mau cerita 1 topik yang agak bikin gempar hari ini di kelas gw...
hari ini..
gw..
MARAH!!!
iya, marah... marah di kelas. gw menunjukkan sisi ASLI seorang ruchii selama beberapa detik.
dan selama beberapa detik ini satu kelas HENING semua...
gara2 nya? iya... gara2 nya buah duku... -__-
eh.. ngga juga deng... emang lagi agak kesel dari pagi gw nya...
pertama..
gw kesel gara2 di sekolah lagi ngga bener sistemnya... jadi kelas 12 lagi ngadain Pra-UN gitu...
terus, gara2 pra-Un itu... sistem kelas jadi ngga bener... nyari kelas gw aja susaaaaahh bener..
makanya gw kesel...
kedua...
kelas 2 giliran libur hari ini...orang pertama yang ngga pengen gw temui hari ini,yang seharusnya emang libur (dan percayalah kawan, orangnya MENAKUTKAN SEKALI.nyebelin juga sih, yah katakanlah 70% nakutin dan 30%nyebelin) karena dia kelas 2, HARI INI MASUK DAN SENGAJA KE KELAS GW BUAT NEMUIN GW... oh god2... tuh orang perusak mood...
ketiga...
gw sekelompok ama 2 orang laennya di lab biologi..
2 orang itu ngga ada yang bener lah...
yang satu ce yang satu co..
yang ce PEMALES bgt.
bentar2.. "lut2 ambilin mikroskop!" ato "lut2 preparatnya ambil dooong!!!gimana sih! kerja yang bener dong!" ato "lutiiiii~~!!!! lembar kerjanya belom di ambil!! ita kerja pake apa?? pake tisu??"
ANJRIIITTT ANNOYING ABISSS!!! cerewet abis!! padahal sendirinya diem aja! lo kira lo tuan putri haaah, jerman edaannn??? *sori buat temen2 gw yang orang jerman, rudolvasco ama jeremy... dia turunan jerman sih*
yang co dijulukin 'iklan kelas'...
gimana ga IKLAN??
bayangin... jam 1-2 masuk... jam 3-4 menghilang
sampe akhir pelajaran ga muncul2 lagi...
ato... jam 1-2 ngga muncul... selesei istirahat pertama muncul 1 jam. moving class, ilang aja. ngga muncul2 lagi.
SAPIIII!!!! BIKIN TUGAS GW MAKIN BERAT AJA LO MONYONG!!!!
nah... puncaknya...
gw udah nahan ke BT an gw dari jam setengah 7 ampe selesai pelajaran matematik yang bikin suntuk setengah idup....
anak2 SIALAN kelas gw *yang co nya, soalnya yang ce cuma beberapa yang BRENGSEK, kalo co SEMUANYA* maen BASEBALL dalem KELAS, pake buah DUKU!!! GEMBEL ABIS!!!
oi sadar oii.. tarbak nih. malu2in lo semua...
dan parahnya lagi, buah DUKU nya kena GW!! pas bgt di punggung bawah leher OOOIII BAHAYA TAUUUU!!! SAPI!!!! *dari tadi gw nyalahin sapi mulu... kasian tuh sapi...*
dan gw marah...
otak gw tiba2 tereak keras bgt sampe telinga gw berdengung ngga jelas "AMBIL BARANG PALING KERAS DAN PALING BERAT DI SEKITAR LO!! APA AJA!!! LEMPARIN KE MUKANYA!!!!"
akhirnya, setengah sadar dan hanya selang se per beberapa detik, tanpa berbalik dulu ke muka siapapun yang berani2nya lempar duku ke gw, gw ngambil tempat pensil gw dan ngelemparin ke seseorang yang gw anggep pelakunya...*untungnya bener, kalo salah mampus gw*
pas bgt kena MUKANYA
dan setelah itu dia baru minta maaf. sebelonnya mau ketawa, tapi udah keburu gw sambit pake tempat pensil gw *yang beratnya amit2 utk ukuran tempat pensil*.
dan setlah itu gw ngga sempet menikmati kemenangan gw lebih lanjut karena guru * guru PKN yang menurut gw orang paling SIALAN di TB* udah keburu masuk kelas.
jadi yaaahh begitulah akhir dari kemarahan gw.. udah beres gitu... gw masih sempet2 nya menikmati pandangan takut dari orang2 yang gw benci... PERFECTLY DoS MODE!!! XD
Selasa, 22 Desember 2009
Huow wow~~!! Ternyataaa~~!!! 8D
ternyata yaaa, ternyataa...
selama ini ibu gw kadang2 suka komplen kalo temen2 gw (yg emang rata2 syaraf warasnya udah pada putus semua) dateng ke rumah dan bikin "gempa besar2an" alias tereak2 dan loncat sana sini persis anak mon***.
"ko pada ribut semua sih? di kasi makan apa ama ortunya?" pernah ibu gw sekali bercanda kayak gitu sambil geleng2 pala.
dan gw hanya senyum2 mesem...
dan HARI INI KAWAAAANN~!! HARI INIII~~!!!
temen2 smp ibu gw pada dateng semua...
dan semuanya 'GILA'
(maap tante2 sekalian... tapi bener kok, anda2 samasekali tidak tampak waras di mata saya...)
mana kadang2 pas lagi ngobrol nyelipin X-rated word lagi, wkwkwkwk
TOTALY CRAZY
kenapa saya bilang begitu?? karena biasanya ibu gw suka sok alim~
"ti jangan tereak2!" gitu kata ibu gw pas gw lagi fangirling...
"ti jangan ngomong sendiri!" gitu kata ibu gw pas gw lagi excited nonton dorama...
"ti jangan ngomong kasar!" gitu kata ibu gw kalo gw keceplosan ngomong an**** ato go****
pokonya di mata gw ibu gw tuh alim lah soal kegilaan2 yg begitu...
dan HARI INI kawan, HARI INI...
dia ngomong kasar, ngomong sendiri dan tereak2. wkwkwkwkwkwk
ditambah lagi ibu gw tiba2 jadi gila bareng temen2nya yang gilanya lebih autez dari temen gw yang sekarang autez nya nambah parah, (sapa lagi kalo bukan tia??wkwkwk *digampar*)
SUMPAHAN PARAH ABISSS~~~!!!
selama ini ibu gw kadang2 suka komplen kalo temen2 gw (yg emang rata2 syaraf warasnya udah pada putus semua) dateng ke rumah dan bikin "gempa besar2an" alias tereak2 dan loncat sana sini persis anak mon***.
"ko pada ribut semua sih? di kasi makan apa ama ortunya?" pernah ibu gw sekali bercanda kayak gitu sambil geleng2 pala.
dan gw hanya senyum2 mesem...
dan HARI INI KAWAAAANN~!! HARI INIII~~!!!
temen2 smp ibu gw pada dateng semua...
dan semuanya 'GILA'
(maap tante2 sekalian... tapi bener kok, anda2 samasekali tidak tampak waras di mata saya...)
mana kadang2 pas lagi ngobrol nyelipin X-rated word lagi, wkwkwkwk
TOTALY CRAZY
kenapa saya bilang begitu?? karena biasanya ibu gw suka sok alim~
"ti jangan tereak2!" gitu kata ibu gw pas gw lagi fangirling...
"ti jangan ngomong sendiri!" gitu kata ibu gw pas gw lagi excited nonton dorama...
"ti jangan ngomong kasar!" gitu kata ibu gw kalo gw keceplosan ngomong an**** ato go****
pokonya di mata gw ibu gw tuh alim lah soal kegilaan2 yg begitu...
dan HARI INI kawan, HARI INI...
dia ngomong kasar, ngomong sendiri dan tereak2. wkwkwkwkwkwk
ditambah lagi ibu gw tiba2 jadi gila bareng temen2nya yang gilanya lebih autez dari temen gw yang sekarang autez nya nambah parah, (sapa lagi kalo bukan tia??wkwkwk *digampar*)
SUMPAHAN PARAH ABISSS~~~!!!
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