DEAR my classmate

DEAR my classmate...

first of all, i would to say sorry to everyone who feel annoyed because of me.
i know you'll annoyed to me because i always feel tired at school(and often fell asleep too).
just let you know, it's because my insomnia. and i'm in the way to "fix" it and try to become normal.

ummm... maybe it's like a cheap excuse to you all, but yeah, once again, i'm terribly sorry.

and honestly, deeeeeep in my heart, i don't like if you make fun of me, really.
it's make me don't be able to rest and make me blame myself for become like this.
i want to become normal. like you all. really.
it's not my will to become like this...

insomnia..

i hate this "disease"..
i hate myself to become like this...

and (again, honestly,) i HATE you all too...
don't envy me because i "can" sleep in the class and the teacher didn't wake me up.

i dont know if you want to suffer insomnia like me, but, please, don't envy me...
you know, it make me really hate you all..

you make me lose my concentration in the class, because of your annoying voice, make fun of me. it's disgusting and really annoying.

but yeah, i know you are all envious to me, because i can sleep in the class and the teacher didnt woke me up, like today or yesterday..

so, i'm apologize now. i'm sorry, really am..

(for whole of my classmate except for few person)

regards:
ruchii yamashita