BIG ANGST! BUKAN CHARACTER DEATH!! ADUUUHH!!!

seperti yang anda2 semua ketahui, saya ini penggemar fanfic...
dan seperti yang saya posting di entrian lalu,gw sampai pernah desprate gara2 fic.

dan sebagai orang yang suka ama fic dan mempelajari perkembangannya *alah! lebay lo!!*
gw punya satu author fanfic favorit.
nama tidak disebutkan...

dia orang taiwan asli, dan fic bikinan dia keren2
tapi ternyata orangnya tolol abis... -___-

gw ama dia temenan, yaa deket lah. bisa dibilang gitu, fic nya dia bagus2 bgt! keren! dan kebanyakan ber genre ANGST...

secara gw demen bgt ama genre itu... -____-

tapi ada sat kebiasaan dia yang gw ngga suka, kalo dia nulis BIG ANGST, pasti ada character death dan ngga berakhir dengan sempurna. adaa aja konflik yang belon beres, tapi chara nya udah mati duluan....
*nangis*

sebut aja namanya *gw pake nickname gw buat dia ya* kev *cewek*

tadiii bener, tumben2 an si kev nanya dan konsultasi ke gw soal fic...

k: hey! ruuchan! i was look for u!
r: look for me? wassup?
k: yeah, i need ur opinion for my new fic! ANGST one!!but its NON-AU!
r: whoaa?? angsty?? cool~! what is that about? the pairing?
k: of course, its ur favorite! sakuraiba!! yeah, i will use aiba's pneumotorax for it, past life about sakuraiba, i will write broken sakuraiba for beggining...
r:whoo~~ love it! when will u start then?
k:ASAP! XD
r:and what will u ask me for?
k: yeah, should i write character death again for this fic?
r: NOO!! i wont read it if my sakuraiba separate! BIG ANGST is okay! but not CHARACTER DEATH! ANGST is GOOD, but NOT CHARACTER DEATH!!
k:okay then! i wont write character death! make sure u comment on my fic, okay? XD
r:of course! i'm fan of ur ficcie! good girl~~! XD

terus gw ngerjain hal yang lain....

tiba2

k:ruucchan!!
r:what?
k: i got the plot!!
r: yeah, tell me!
k: i will write something about, aiba death because of lung disease and sho is killed himself, so sakuraiba wont be separate~~!!
r:....
k: huh? whats the matter?
r: i said ANGST but no CHARACTER DEATH... do you read my message?
k: uh... okay....

DASAAARRR!!! MANA ADA ORANG YANG SUKA FIC CHARACTER DEATH NON AU??

huhuhhuhuh, ngga kebayang sho mati gara2 bunuh diri karena ditinggal aiba.... T.T
dasar si kev tol**...

postingan-orang-sensi-lagi-linglung dan chat geje sama sasa

hm?
ya?
apa? topik?
ya kayak yang lo liat di atas itu...

beneran deh. hari ini gw lagi sensi...

biasanya kalo si mama ngamuk2 ngga jelas *iya, harusnya marah ama kaka gw, tapi malah gw kena amuk, seperti biasa laaa* gw masih bisa ngehindar dengan cara diem...
tapi sumpah rasanya hari ini pengen meledak *untuk sang korban, boneka-panda-baru-gw,maaf karena udah ge tonjok2in* dan tereak2 like a mad man..

untungnya ngga sampe... hari ini damai2 aja...

gw sendiri bingung kenapa gw jadi sensi sendiri hari ini...
hmm, linglung deh...
mungkin karena kemaren gw kurang tidur...

insomnia lagi, nampaknya...
sial...
padahal udah jarang kambuh...

hmm ato gara2 cuaca?
dingin abis...
*liat langit2*
tadi sore ujan angin di rumah gw....

atoo...
gara2 gw setres *untuk yang pertama kalinya, dan insya allah untuk yang terakhir juga* kepada pelajaran yang selama ini gw sayangi dan gw cintai sepenuh hati gw...
iya, biologi...
ohh, biologi pelajaran bab 8 tentang plantae,apalah salahku kepadamu? sampai2 kau tega menghianatiku dan memberiku nilai paling memuakkan untuk kuisku kali ini? bayangin booo, gw dapet 40 utk kuis sialan kemaren! padahal gw yakin soalnya guampaaang sekali, dan parahnya gw udah bolak-balik tuh buku sampe keder... tapi kenapa?? KENAPA???
mungkin sang biologi ingin membalas dendam karena gw berniat meninggalkannya dalam beberapa bulan lagi, karena tekad gw untuk masuk IPS sudah tak bisa diganggu dan digugat...
maaf yah, pacar keduaku, biologi~ aku akan berpisah denganmu beberapa bulan lagi *sobs*
iya,pacar kedua, pertama kan masaki *loh? itu suami yah?* *ditabok si fara, istri aiba yang orang malaysia, temen gw yang jago bikin fic keren*

gw sendiri bingung, banyak faktor bgt yang bikin gw sangat sensi dan linglung hari ini...
apa mungkin karena ucapaannya si rif**, temen smp gw yang (dulu) gw keceng?
tadi dia bales sms gw tentang biologi *karena gw takut dapet jelek lagi, gw sendall tuh pertanyaan2 bio gw, ngabisin sekitar 40 sms*

"oh ni lutti 44?
temennya **a*?"

omigod. dia cuma bilang gw temennya **a*?
berarti selama ini dia ngga nganggep gw temen gitu?
haha. inget ucapannya **a*...

"si rif** mah kalo ngomong ga pernah dipikir dulu, asal ceplos, dasar innocent... dan terlalu lugu"

ngomong2 soal **a*...
gw kangen ama dia ih...
sms gw udah ga pernah dibales, bahkan keknya dia ngga mau deket ama gw lagi...
mungkin masalah nem yang waktu itu masih ngebekas...
OYAJI SIALAAAAANNN!!!!

mikirin dia gw jadi pengen nangis... hm...
kalo aja dia tau...

selama ini dia cuma tau gw ngeceng rif**,tapi...
ah, gw yakin lo yang pada pinter udah ngerti ni arah pembicaraan kemana...
yang jelas jadi secret admirer itu lebih asik kata gw...

jadi inget past memories with him...
ah.. gausah di inget2 deh. bikin sedih lagi...

tadi si mug** di rumah.. at least gw seneng.. untuk hari ini...

pas gw bikin kopi *ya gw akan bergadang lagi nampaknya* dia liat ke gw dan berhenti di samping gw "aduuhh.. minum kopi~~" dengan nada yang kata gw FUNNY bgt..
gw cuma cengenges
seandainya kaka gw seperhatian itu... -___-
ah, syukuri apa yang didapat.

dan dia ngelanjutin dengan "ada lap basah g?"
gw nanya "buat?"

"cendol"
"hah?"
"i.. iya, cendol"

maklum lagi linglung gw nanya hal absurd bgt "LO MAU MINUM CENDOL PAKE LAP BASAH, MUG?"

pertanyaan goblok, ya saya tau...

dia ketawa "bukan. cendol gw tumpah. diatas karpet kaka lo, mau gw bersiin"

dan layaknya orang idiot gw cuma jawab "oh" dan ngasih tu lap ke dia.

dan dia langsung naek ke atas sambil nyanyi2 lagu bikinan dia sendiri "pangeran-cendol-tumpah~~~"

sumpahnya, gw bersusah payah untuk tidak tertawa.

dan hal menarik hari ini atau kemarin adalah gw punya chat super geje ama sasa

diawali dengan, status si sasa di ym yang intinya dia ngomong ke tiara, *si ReiNomiya* kalo si sasa bukannya ngga mau kedatengan si tiara kerumahnya. tapi karena shanry ngga mau di ajak maen, si sasa takut MENGUNDANG GOSSIP KALO DIA DAN TIARA DITEMUKAN HANYA BERDUA DI RUMAHNYA. secara mereka tuh best pairing ever yah... jadi gw iseng godain...


Me:adeeeuuuhhh
XDD

sa_mitsalia :apee?=3=

tiba tiba di layar komp gw muncul statement seperti ini
sa_mitsalia is Available - ruchii jelek

yak, genderang perang sudah ditabuh, saatnya chatting battle [ruchii vs sasa]

demi kenyamanan bersama, nama seseorang *atau beberapa orang?* mungkin akan disensor setelah ini karena beberapa alasan mendalam *cuih*

Me:mengundang gosip ama tiara

sa_mitsalia :=3=
yayayayaya
kumaha manehh
anak lu ma ran*** uda bisa ngapain ajaa?

Me:iyuuuckk

sa_mitsalia :huahahahha

Me:salah, nama suami gw aiba masaki, bukan yan** her***** laz*****

sa_mitsalia :untungnya ga mirip sama bapaknya.
HUAHAHAHA
MEUNI APALL!

Me:semoga aja anaknya kek ibunya

sa_mitsalia :GUE AJA YANG ANAK MURIDNYA KAGA APAL

Me:kan liat di fb gmana sih

sa_mitsalia :ibunya kan elu
amit2 amit..


Me:jeh
AMIT2
ibunya yah seseorang yang melahirkan anaknnya
bukan gwe

sa_mitsalia :yayayayaya
kumaha manehh
=3=
anak bayi baru brojol juga tauu

Me:wkwkwkkw
anak bayi aja tau, ko lo kaga?
wkwkwk

sa_mitsalia :gue tau
bahwa
saya ini cantikk

Me:*lari ke toilet, muntah2, balik*
fiuuhh

sa_mitsalia :
huahahahah

Me:ada yang lebih menjijikkan lagi?

sa_mitsalia :yayaayaa
ada.

Me:apa?


sa_mitsalia :kalo anda itu manis
HOEKKK!
muntah berjamah semua yang ol.

Me:aduuhh, makasih. saya tau ko

sa_mitsalia :=3=

Me:ga usah di bahas juga orang udah tau kalo gwe sweet*utah*

sa_mitsalia :anda minuman yyeeee
minuman anda apell

mulai dari sini chattingan menjadi agak aneh, melibatkan unsur kimia....

Me:asem dong apel, lo asem jawa y?

sa_mitsalia :=3=
kalo lu asem cuka!!

Me:asem cuka? dasar natrium *buat siapapun yang ga tau ato lupa, natrium artinya asam*


sa_mitsalia :huahahahha
sudahlah
kau asam karbonat

Me:ko jadi kimia? *clingukan*
ah gw laper

sa_mitsalia :ga tauu
minum aja tuh HCl

Me:pengen makan baso pake cuka jadinya
SET
kimia lagi
NaOH

sa_mitsalia :hauhahaha
yayayaya
sono beli baso

ke ronde 2 kawan2... beda topik

Me:kaga ada basonya juga
adanya opor
yaudah ge makan opor de

sa_mitsalia :asikk
makan selagi panas!
supaya enak

Me:lagiii dimakan ini juga, oon
wkwkkwkw

sa_mitsalia :ohh

tiba2, all of sudden...


sa_mitsalia:AAHAHAHAH
gue bacanya KOMPOR siaaa
makanya gue suruh makan selagi panas

Me:OPOOOOOOORRR
BUKAN KOMPOOOORRRR

untuk menyembunyikan rasa malu, sasa mengganti statusnya
sa_mitsalia is Available - ruchii PALINGGG jelekk

Me:*ngakak*

sa_mitsalia :huahahahahaha
miriipppp

Me:JAUH
kompor
opor
jauuuuhhh
wkwkwkwk
oon
udah ah, gw makan dulu OPOR nya
wkwkwk

sa_mitsalia :MIRIIP EDANN
sekalian aja pancinya lu telen dah sono
selagi panass

Me:ngapain makanin panci? emang gw elu tukang makan KOMPOR?
wwkwkwk

dan chat berlanjut ke hal gje lainnya, ga bisa ditulis sini. kepanjangan. wkwkwk

sasa gw type pake ungu, dia suka matsujun sih *gapenting*
kalo gw kan aiba, jadi ijo *tambahgapenting*

udah dulu yah, belajar lagi. ini penghilang stress...

makasih yah, bloggie-coffee~
udah nemenin gw cerita.. lega gw...

YURASE IMA WO LYRICS!!

YEAH! I'M BACK WITHIN 24 HOUR~!!

I'M FALL IN LOVE AGAIN!!
within 24 hours, yeah.. XDD
again, with another arashi song~!!
yurase, ima wo!

this is a good song, really...
like weeeek by news, make me enthusiasm!
good song....

i have the lyric here! so, enjoy~

YURASE,IMA WO!
by: ARASHI


Doushiyou mo nai natte naita yoru
GARASU goshi machi wa kagayaiteta
Tomaranai toki ni oitekarenu you ni
Hitogomi wo mitsumeteta

Sorezore nagarete nagasarete
Tokidoki nani mo mie nakunatte mo
Kono me wo hiraite sorasanai you ni
Tashika ni hikari wa aru

Mukai kaze ni mukatte growing up
Ooame ni utaretatte iiya
Ashita wa kitto ame agate
Taiyou matteiru darou

Boroboro datta ano hi datte
Kirari hikatta yume ga itsumo
Tsuyoku, tsuyoku aru kara

Yurase, yurase, yurase motto
Donna toki mo bokura wa
Ima wo, ima wo, ima wo zutto
Hashiri tsudzukeru darou
Hitotsu hitosu no imi wo shiru tame
Going, going, going on takaku

Fuwari, fuwari, fuwari matte
Konna toki mo ikitteku
Ima wo, ima wo, ima wo zutto
Kanjiteru sore dake
Kako mo mirai mo zenbu kagayaku
Ippo ippo fumishimete
Ima hajimaru

Yosete wakaesu nami no you ni
Kurikaeshi nagara kawatte yuku
Sonna mainichi ni nokoshita ashiato
Tashika ni susunde iru

Itsu no mani ka jidai wa ugoita
Mou nani wo iwareta te iiya
Are kara motto tsuyoku natta
Jibun ga matteiru darou

Monokuro datta keshiki datte
Kirei ni natte irodorarete
Boku no mae ni aru kara

Maware, maware, maware motto
Donna toki mo bokura wa
Yume wo, yume wo, yume wo zutto
Sagashi tsudzukeru darou
Hitori hitori no koe wo kasanete
Going, going, going on egao

Hirari, hirari, hirari saite
Konna toki wo ikiteku
Yume wo, yume wo, yume wo zutto
Kanjiteru sore dake
Kimi ni misetai mono ga aru kara
Zenbu, zenbu tsumekonde
Ima yuku kara

Kimi ni kaze fukimasu you ni
Kimi ni todokemasu you ni
Kimi ga warau you ni
Omoi egaita toori
Monogatari mata tsudzuiteiku
Soshite mata toki ga deaeru you
This is my life

Yurase, yurase, yurase motto
Donna toki mo bokura wa
Ima wo, ima wo, ima wo zutto
Hashiri tsudzukeru darou
Hitotsu hitosu no imi wo shiru tame
Going, going, going on takaku

Fuwari, fuwari, fuwari matte
Konna toki wo ikitteku
Ima wo, ima wo, ima wo zutto
Kanjiteru sore dake
Kako mo mirai mo zenbu kagayaku
Ippo ippo fumishimete
Ima koko kara


TRANSLATION

On a night I couldn't help but cry
The city beyond the glass glittered
and I saw crowds try not to be left behind in this ceaseless time

Either following the flow or being washed away
Even if sometimes we can't see anything
Open your eyes and don't look away
There's certainly light there

Facing the headwinds and growing up
Don't care if I'm beaten by heavy rain
Tomorrow, the rain will definitely let up
And the sun will be waiting, right?

Although I was beat-up that day
A brightly shining dream will always
Strongly, strongly be there

Shake it, shake it, shake it more
No matter when, we'll always keep running through
this "now", "now", "now", right?
In order to understand the separate meanings,
Going, going, going on higher

Gently, gently, gently fluttering
Living in this moment
Always feeling only this "now", "now", "now"
The past and the future are all shining
Step by step, walking firmly
to begin "now"

Like waves that come close and then fall back
Changing while repeating
Those footsteps left behind every day
Are certainly moving forward

Before you knew it, the times had changed
Don't care what I'm told anymore
A "me" that's become stronger since then is waiting, right?

Even a once monochrome scenery
Can be painted to become beautiful
Since it's ahead of me

Turn, turn, turn more
No matter when, we'll always keep searching for
A dream, dream, dream, right?
The voices add one by one
Going, going, going on smile

Lightly, lightly, lightly blooming
Living in this moment
Always feeling only a dream, dream, dream
The things I want to show you
Everything, every little thing is crammed in
And going to you now

Hoping the wind blows to you
Hoping it reaches you
And hoping you laugh
Like I imagine
The story is continuing to go on
And then, we'll meet again by chance
This is my life

Shake it, shake it, shake it more
No matter when, we'll always keep running through
this "now", "now", "now", right?
In order to understand the separate meanings,
Going, going, going on higher

Gently, gently, gently fluttering
Living in this moment
Always feeling only this "now", "now", "now"
The past and the future are all shining
Step by step, walking firmly
From here and now


so much love for me to arashi~!!
you re doing soo great~!! love u all *include jun*
XDD

ARASHI WIN 10 AWARD!!!

from Tokyograph:

On Wednesday, the 24th Japan Gold Disc Awards were presented in Tokyo.
This year's big winner was the boy band Arashi, who received a total of 10 awards across the various categories.
No other artist in history has ever won that many at once.

Arashi's honors included Artist of the Year, Single of the Year, Album of the Year, and Best Music Video.
They were one of the best-selling artists of 2009, with 2.45 million singles and 1.77 million albums sold.
They also sold 1.14 million videos and 3.07 million digital downloads.

Source: Gold Disc Awards

Congratulations Arashi for winning not one but 10 awards.

Artist of the Year - ARASHI
Single of the Year - Believe/Kumori Nochi Kaisei

Album of the Year - All the Best! 1999-2009
Best 5 Singles (they got 4 awards) - Ashita no Kioku/Crazy Moon ~Kimi wa Muteki~,
Everything, Believe/Kumori Nochi Kaisei, My Girl
Best 5 Albums (1 award) - All the Best! 1999-2009
Best Music Videos (they got 2 awards) - Arashi Around Asia in Tokyo 2008 and 5x10 All the Best! Clips 1999-2009


Only Ohno, Jun and Aiba accepted the awards.

credits: ghol88.vox.com


SUGOI NA!! SUGOII! SUGOII~~!!!! *aplause*
i know they're great!! really great!!! whoooo~~!!!


if you wanna read this news clearly, just visit

http://ghol88.vox.com/library/post/arashi-won-10-gold-disc-awards.html


they have the pic!! woaaa~~~

TROUBLEMAKER LYRICS

OH MY..
OH MY.... OH MY~!!!!
i'm fall in love~!!
yeah, fall in love~~

with arashi song!

aaahh~~
the song is soo good, nee?
really...
new single, trouble maker!!

since i love this song, i will post the lyric here!

with translation as usual...

haii~~ douzooo


TROUBLEMAKER
by: ARASHI

iro toridori no masuku kabutte
itsuwari no kyara wo enji kitte
boku wa hitoguchi kajitsu kajitte
warukunaitteka iin ja nai

terebi rajio no noizu yabutte
kimi no egao yake ni mabushikute
nayami no tane wa dokoka e tonda
akkerakande iin ja nai

Are you ready kanpeki nante nai
Sweet sweet saidaikyuu no soul
Do it do it tanjun na kurai
hajikero Movin’ now! Movin’ now!

Are you ready sainan datte mo
Sweet sweet sou let’s go no sain

Do it do it zuzushii kurai
mae muke Movin’ now! Movin’ now!

wasurekaketa yume wo megutte
nakushikaketeta ai wo sagashite
kimi no namida mou iranai sa
mou osoi nante koto wa nai

uzou muzou no uwasa megutte
kaze ga niwaka ni machi wo samashita
koko wa egao de furezu kawashite
akkerakande iin ja nai

Are you ready kangaechuu wa nai
Sweet sweet senzai ichiguu no chansu
Do it do it te ni iretan nara
kakenuke Shake it now! Shake it now!

Are you ready seikouhou wa nai
Sweet sweet kono shunkan no jyu-su

Do it do it nomi hoshitan nara
tsuranuke Shake it now! Shake it now!

kagayaki wo himeta ha-to bi-to
kizande yuku no sa
dare ni mo yuzurenai (mune no oku ni wa)

hikari ga aru yo
sanzan na hi mo (sanzan na hi mo)
saikoukyuu no sumairu (saikoukyuu no sumairu)
zuzushii kurai

hajikero Movin’ now! Movin’ now!


Are you ready kanpeki nante nai
Sweet sweet saidaikyuu no soul
Do it do it tanjun na kurai

hajikero Movin’ now! Movin’ now!

Are you ready sainan datte mo
Sweet sweet sou let’s go no sain
Do it do it zuzushii kurai

mae muke Movin’ now! Movin’ now!

kagayaki wo himeta ha-to bi-to

TRANSLATION

Wearing a colourful mask
Portraying a fake character
As I bite a mouthful of fruit
Isn’t it great that it’s not that bad?...
Defeated by the noise of TV and radio

Your smile is incredibly dazzling
The cause of worry was blown off somewhere
Isn’t it great to keep our minds blank?

Are you ready? There’s no such thing as perfection
Sweet, sweet soul of the ultimate grade
Do it, do it as simple as it is
Make a blast as we’re movin’ now! Movin’ now!

Are you ready? Even when we face disasters
It’s a sweet, sweet sign of “yes, let’s go”
Do it, do it without feeling ashamed
Go forward as we’re movin’ now! Movin’ now!

Circulate the dream which is about to be forgotten
Search for the love which is about to disappear
I don’t want your tears anymore
There’s no such thing as being too late
As the chaotic rumours are being circulated
Suddenly the winds woke the city up
While we’re exchanging in smiles without even waving here

Isn’t it great to keep our minds blank?

Are you ready? It’s not something merely in consideration
This chance which comes once in a lifetime
Do it, do it when you can get a grasp of it
Keep running and shake it now! Shake it now!

Are you ready? There’s no secret to success
The sweet, sweet juice of this moment
Do it, do it if you drank it all up
You can break through and shake it now! Shake it now!

The heartbeat hiding its beam
Is being carved
Not entrusting it to anyone else (behind the heart)

There’s a light indeed
Even in disastrous days (even in disastrous days)
The best of smiles (the best of smiles)
Without being ashamed
Make a blast as we’re movin’ now! Movin’ now!

Are you ready? There’s no such thing as perfection
Sweet, sweet soul of the ultimate grade
Do it, do it as simple as it is
Make a blast as we’re movin’ now! Movin’ now!

Are you ready? Even when we face disasters
It’s a sweet, sweet sign of “yes, let’s go”
Do it, do it without feeling ashamed
Go forward as we’re movin’ now! Movin’ now!

The heartbeat hiding its beam


aahh~!!!
my comment for the pv is~~

jajajajaaaann!!!

SHO IS SOOO HOOTT~!!
AIBA IS EXTRA ORDINARY CUTE~!!
NINO IS ADORABLE~!!
OHNO IS JUST TOO COOLLL~!!
JUN IS.....

mm? jun is...
jun....

eheheh
GOOD APPEARANCE JUN!!!VERY WELL~~!!

thats it...
ah, for matsujun fans.. i'm sorry~
no bash okay? ^^

Lyric: akanishi jin - Bandage

yeah.. yeah.. i know it's too late...
but now i'm addicted to this song~!!

just for share... here, the lyric!
and for bonus... translation ^^
doozo~~


Bandage
by:akanishi jin

Aoi sora no naka hikoukigumo ga shiroi sen wo hiita
Umerarenai ga tadayoenai ga setsunai mama da ga
Are kore mazete mazetette kure kudasai
Ii toko totte mazete
Kaete yuku dake notteke
Bokura nippon de yottsu uchi de
Hizanda kokoro de iku
Okubyou na me de kimi wo nerau no sa

Kitto nannenmo tattemo sa
Kawarenai mono ga aru
Tamamushi no hata wo kakagete wa
Mune wo hatta BANDAGE
Sora miageta BANDAGE

Mayotteita ga namaketeita ga
Sukoshi yasundeita ga
Atsumatteta ga oto dashiteta ga
Nani dashiteitanda yo
Are kore mazete mazetette kure kudasai
Narabete mazete
Tsunagi kaete yuku dake yattoke
Bokura kyoukutou no katasumi de
Hizanda rifu kizande biito ni shita
Sora kakeru kanashimi wo
Kitto merodi ya kotoba de
Mita koto mo nai katamari wo tsukuru
Kitakute yawarakai kikai no you de
Ai no you de tsumetaku hikaru taiyou da
Atarashii mono sagashite
Katappashi kara sabireru
Dare no sei ni mo dekinai ga
Dareka no sei ni shitaku naru
Mokkai antoki no you ni
Shimatteta hane nobashite
Omae no chikaku ni yuku kara
Omae no chikaku ni yuku kara

Itsumo itsudatte nami ga tatsu
Kaosu no umi no you na ai no naka
Bokura tonde iku
Soshite tanjun na biito janaku
Supairaru no kidou de agatteku
Kimi no te wo totte iku

Kitto nannenmo tattemo sa kawarenai mono ga aru
Tamamushi no hata wo kakagete wa
Mune wo hatta BANDAGE
Sora miageta BANDAGE


translation

In the blue sky, the trail of a plane drew a white line
It can’t be covered, and it can’t drift about, and it’s sad and painful
Mix this and that, mix them for me, please
Take away what’s good and mix
You’re just changing it, step aside!
We proceed , in Japan, with a heart that
Has been distorted with four hits
I aim at you with coward eyes
There are things that surely can’t change
However many years would pass
I put up the colors* of the Jewel Beetle
A BANDAGE I stretched around my chest
I looked up at the sky, BANDAGE*

I was losing my way, and I was idling away,
And I rested for a bit
We gathered, and we produced sounds
What did we show?
Mix this and that, mix them for me, please
Line them up and mix them
You’re just changing the joints, do it!

We, in a corner of the Far East,
Inscribed a distorted riff, and we made into a beat
The sorrow soaring in the sky
Surley, with melody and words
We’ll create a cluster no one has ever seen
It’s the sun that shines coldly, hard and soft
Like a machine, like love
Searching for new things,
Absolutely everything has declined
I can’t say whose fault it is but
It makes me want to blame someone
One more time, like back then,
Spreading the wings I have closed
I’ll come near you
I’ll come near you, so…

Inside a love like the sea of Chaos,
Where waves always rise at any time,
We’ll dive into it
And then, we’ll come up
Not by a simple beat, but by a spiral track
I’ll take your hand
However many years would pass
I put up the colors* of the Jewel Beetle
A BANDAGE I stretched around my chest
I looked up at the sky, BANDAGE



thats it!!
i love the Pv! yeah!! jin look sooo cool, but... bad hair...
*peace* just in my opinion guys!!

cita2!! PSIKOLOG!!yeah!

alesan gw mao jadi psikolog...

pertama gw terinspirasi ama torey hayden...
nolongin anak2 autis, ato yang keterbelakangan..
tapi... keknya gw lebih pengen kalo gw bisa nolongin orang2 frustasi ato depresi...
karena kalo di liat2 sekarang yah... ada aja orang2 yang matinya bunuh diri... tingkat ke depresian sudah meningkat...

denger2 cerita temen2 gw kemaren...
katanya temennya dia ada yang melakukan percobaan bunuh diri... sebenernya udah beberapa kali, tapi sampe sekarang belon 'sukses'... pertama coba gantung diri.. eh keburu ketauan. yang kedua minum obat tidur ampe beberapa butir sekaligus, ketauan juga. terus yang terakhir kemaren coba mutusin nadi nya dia. ketauan juga -___-

nyakitin diri sendiri aja. iya ngga?
mati kaga, sakit iya, ngerepotin iya, ngabisin biaya iya,nyelesaiin masalah? kaga..

banyak ruginya...

terus kemaren si tia cerita. temennya ada juga yang mau bunuh diri... frustasi juga..
OOHH!! COME ON, GALS!!! kita baru SMA!! kelas 1 pula!!! mau ngakhirin idup? mending mikir2 lagi deh lo yaa~~!!

lo mau ngomong "lo ngomong gitu karena lo ngga pernah FRUSTASI!!"?
oh? lo atas dasar apa ngomong gitu?

lo pikir punya kaka jenius dan luar biasa sementara gw ngga bisa ngapain2 ngga bikin frustasi?
lo pikir gw ngga fustasi selalu di banding2in ama kaka gw?
lo pikir ngga punya temen deket di kelas dari kelas 1 sd kaga bikin frustasi?
lo pikir selalu jadi bahan bully dari kelas 1 sd kaga bikin frustasi?

coba pikir lagi..
kalo gw udah ngga ada jalan keluar, kalo emang ngga da hal yang bisa di lakukan lagi buat ngejalanin hidup,
gw
pasti
udah
mati
dari dulu....

but look at me now!
apakah gw terlihat putus asa?
ngga kan?
gw masih hidup sampe sekarang...
mungkin sekarang lo ngga nemu kebahagiaan, tapi mungkin ntar?
tuhan ngasih yang terbaik untuk umatnya... apapun agama lo...
siapa sih yang tau rencana tuhan?

coba introspeksi....
apa mungkion lo kurang bersyukur?
apa lo udah cukup bersyukur dengan apa yang lo punya saat ini?
liat ke sekeliling lo...
masih banyak orang yang ngga bisa tersenyum... dan coba liat lo sendiri....
apa lo mau, mati, menyisakan kesedihan, ninggalin semua sobat2 lo, sodara lo? smua yang lo punya?
dan inget yah... orang yang bunuh diri, di alam sana ngga akan menemukan kebahagiaan. penderitaan abadi. mau lo? udah di dunia menderita, di alam sana juga penderitaan lo abadi lagi..! ngga sayang ama surga? yang matinya baek2 juga belon tentu masuk surga, apalagi yang bunuh diri...

huff berat gini omongan gw.... hahah
tapi gw serius kawan...

lepas dari masalah mengakhiri hidup sendiri yah...
sekarang topik NYIKSA DIRI SENDIRI...

2 temen gw... salah satunya kecengan gw sendiri...
parah bgt lah....

jadi mereka ini orang2 yang prinsipnya "kalo lo ngga bisa mencurahkan perasaan lo ama apapun, cara yang terbaik adalah: ambil cutter dan sayat tangan lo sendiri.. jangan kena nadi karena itu bahaya, tapi sebisa mungkin sampe darah lo keluar, dan perasaan lo akan terobati seiring dengan keluarnya darah"

amit2....
kata gw orang2 kek gini nih yang perlu di obatin...
mending curhat... ato ngelakuion hobby kek, apa kek.... ngga usah sampe segitunya....
yang sakit lo sendiri. emang masalah bakal selesai gitu aja pas lo udah nyayat tangan lo?
kaga kan?
speak up man!!
cari orang yang lo yakin bisa ngebantu lo.... sahabat ... ortu... kaka, ade... apapun deh....
kalo mau.... gw rela jadi konsultan.... ^^
ngga usah deh punya prinsip begitu... dzalim ama diri sendiri. dosa lagi...

gw pengen bgt nolongin orang2 macem begini... pengeeenn bgt... kasian gw liatnya... -____-