feel like irresponsible manager.... ;_;

today is the worst day in my week....
how could my mom do this to me?

i'm suppose to go to 3 today. its just mai and i.
mai offered to teach me 'believe' and then i accepted.

and i fixed that schedule in my journal.

then, i tell my mom about this and said that i have no money in my pocket.

really... its empty FOR GOD SAKE!!!

my mom just nodded once.

and you know what????
when i already to go, my mom said HER POCKET are empty too and ask me to stay home.

WHAT THE HELL ARE GOING ON??

SHE JUST TELL ME THAT HER DAMN POCKET ARE EMPTY

AND BEFORE THAT SHE JUST NODDED TO ME!

why didnt she tell me already???

and then we argued for a loong time before i decided to call mai...

fortunately me, mai still on her house. but already to go too...

and i canceled the schedule...
and apologize to, of course....

and the worst THING are my mom is MAD to me and thrown some money to MY FACE!!!
and look, she said to me before, that HER STUPID POCKET ARE EMPTY!!!
and for GOD SAKE!! its me who deserved to get MAD! not her!!!

and worse....
i canceled the schedule already..

DUHHH!!!!



really pissed me off...

i feel like irresponsible manager... for this time...

all the time..
i'm always think about how to become good manager for you all...
and now i'm messed it up.

i'm really really sorry..
i really am...
i dont wanna dissapoint you all..
i wanna be a good manager ever...
but today...
i think its my fault...
gomen ne, minna... espedially mai...

second day~!

everyone keep said that i have a good job~!
yay~! thats really make me happy~
XDD

our matsujun didnt wanna eat again~ T^T
its bad for your health, you know~?
but she is good at dancing~! but she is little bit careless!
she fell for a few times.

our sho spent her time too~
but she still must study for her exam.

and the rest are good too~~
but...
2 member are sick today. they have stomacache

noo~~!
how should i do?? T^T
they are my responsbility~


ah!!
i forgot to intro our member~!

muti as sho
mai as nino
kou-chan as matsujun
haruka as aiba
chy as ohchan

thats it~!

my first day~!

yeah!
its my first day became a manager~!!
ARASHI COSPLAY TEAM MANAGER~!!
*well, we dont have a name for it yet*

anyway, they seemed apreciated my work, and of course i'm happy~!
they done well and its make me more excited~!

ahaha, bay the way... funny thing happened.

our matsumoto jun, kouki, are sick today. she said, didnt eat anything (its not the cause for her sickness) and i forced her to eat some bread.
and when i head to home after said "otsukare sama deshita~!" to kazu and tacchon *they are very kind~! teach us to dancing properly~! and soo responsible~!* i have a cramp in my stomach!!! and my stomach was sooo painfuly sick!!!

and i remembered something... i didnt have a lunch...

ahahaha~
its because i'am soo excited and happy that day, i fotgotten my lunch.

my mom scolded me.. but its nevermind~! ahahah~ i'm just too happy~

their movement are better than last. mai, chy, kou, and haruka did it great.
uhuh, although muti didnt attend the rehearsal, they can do it properly!
thanks to kazu and tacchon again! *lot of hugs*

i hope they can do much better for next performance...
YAY~!!


gambatte nee, minna~~!!
and gambatte too, manager~!

i will do my best for next~ they are my responsbility~

for our sho...
do ur best for your national exam, ne?
reach your dream, make it come true~!!
good luck....


*males nulis pake indo, eigo skali2 deh ahahah*